Well, I think I lean more to believing there is something more as well. I think that... there is a shallow interpretation, i.e. Christianity, which attributes purely human thoughts and concepts to something as huge as existance. On the other hand, science also tries to explain existance. I'm not sure they can go this far, I believe they can explain life and things that deal with a logical realm.
But no one can really explain how the fuck there is existance and not simply nothingness. But then again, even nothingness is something. WHY DOES ANYTHING exist? Why is there outer space? Why is there a universe? How do things simply exist?
These questions are WAY beyond our realm of thinking. Or at least mine. Maybe I'm dumb. But actually thinking about fucking existance- not ours- but of anything. it blows me away, and makes me crazy.
This is why I think there is an explanation, and we can NEVER reach it. Maybe we're not meant to.